Everything's fine now...

Been playing the piano recently and i've decided to work on a song or two. So here's a sneak preview on the two songs. Hahaa.



Journey to the Unknown (i dont like the title)



Frail Heart (aka magical box)


There...
help me think of the title for the first song, thanks ^^

Just know that, i've been brought down to my lowest point in my life.
And just know that, you still mean a lot to me.



listen to the last part of the song...

A quite depressing song i wrote.

Calling all angels.

This is fucking depressing.

Honestly, i dont know if its my fault or what ?

Do you think i enjoy going out alone, take long bus rides, walk the whole of town area and end up sitting at some place stoning away, each time you cancelled the meeting ? No, i dont, i have feelings too you know ? Although most of the time i said , its okay, it's actually not. I looked forward to every meeting but in the end ... sigh.

Kay fine, i'm not your bf. So, i should just keep my fucking mouth shut and fucking forget about it. I'm not gonna bother you anymore. Take care.


It's going to be fucking hard, but i cant take this anymore, im tired of all these.

Do you know how it feels like, when you've been waiting for months to go out with this person, "A" and asked countless of times which are turned down, indirectly ? Then you found out that this person, "B" just came back yesterday morning and in the afternoon you saw both A and B went out together, when A said that A needs some time alone.

And A even said that if A were to go that place, A would ask me, but, yeah, you know how it goes.


Didn't expect me to be there don't you ?

i shouldn't have gone to vivo yesterday morning. ughh...

i have no words to speak,
and i have no words to explain.